I am totally in love with being a mommy. It only took  about 4 years, but I feel like my innards are changing and I feel Really Good about being a mommy. Yup, it feels really gooey and fuzzy warm in there. When my first born came on the scene, loving him was easy. I was instantly in love with him. My heart was wide open at the sight of him, smell of him, touch of him, sound of him, and I had to keep myself from eating him up! (I understand now...